8 July

Don't know why...I feel sad to leave this horrible place??

At first, I really hate this place and hope that I can get away from here forever

and never come back...

Why am I changing my mind again...

Do you know...huixian...ur heart should not be soften down...

You should walk away without turning your head back...

You know you can do that...and you know you can do even better than now...

Maybe...leaving this place is a better solution and better medicine for my illness...

Maybe...I should walk far away from this place...

Maybe...I should walk far away from them...

Maybe...I am not belong to them anymore...

Maybe...I never belong to them...

Maybe... I should leave...

Maybe...I should say...at least I felt happy with their accompany before...

30 June

i don't mean to hurt anyone...

i already do my very best to avoid anything that will disrupt...

i don't know what more should I do...

everyone told me that...huixian, just ignore it n don't think too much...it is not your businesses...

but....i just feel so bad when i saw them like that...as though i am the one who make them in such situation...

haiz...

actually...i already predicted it will happen someday from the very beginning...

i suppose i myself can handle these things and take it easy...

why am i so emo??

i couldn't understand??

I am now in a dilemma...i don't want to loose a best best friend just because these stupid things...

I already try my very best to hide myself...n say...no more tears, xian...

Just come back from my bestie house...

stay there for a night...

wana accompany her...

She has to leave Penang and go to UTAR in Kampar next month...

really will miss her very muchhhhhhhhhhh...

she is my high quality battery charger...haha...

Share something will all of you...

My new painting...since I stop painting for more than 4 years...

Haha...finally I manage to do something that I like...

Sometimes...I really feel relax and I find my true self when I paint...

Really happy...self-esteem...hehe...

These few days...don't why am I so frustrated...

Don't understand why others problem turn into mine...haiz...

maybe I am the kind of person who is really busy-body...

Aiya...huixian...don't think so much...who cares what you have done...

No one will ever appreciate...hehe...

End of Sem 3

pewwwww...

exam is over!!!

and everyone is saying hooray!!!

no more Marketing and horrible OB...

this semester is the worst semester that I ever had...

although there is no language paper for this semester

but it seem that the three subjects make me suffocated...

cant breath...

all are memorising subjects...

FOM, OB and the most bored one...Tamadun Islam!!!

arg!!!sometimes really hate our country...

why they doing such horrible things to torture us students...

Although this is a short semester but i kinda learn a lot of things

I learn how to be braver...

I learn how to be a best actress

n I learn how to stand up...

I love holiday but the other hand I hate holiday

because it is bored and dull...

I dont wish to be statue...

probably will find something to do

like drawing and colouring

yippy...my favourite...hehe...

笑容背后的宝藏

每天我们都与那么多人相逢，大家都脸带笑容，很亲切地与我们交谈。

到底那笑容后面藏了些什么宝藏呢？

是私心，是阴谋，还是目的？？

其实笑容背后的宝藏很简单，就是。。。

眼泪

若是一个人的眼泪能换取大家的笑容，那一定是值得的。

不管一个人受了多少委屈，身上留下了多少伤痕，

大家的一个微笑总能给他一点点的安慰，一点点的幸福吧。

不要以为“眼不看为净”是最佳的解决方法，

那只是让每个人觉得你在逃避，

最佳的解药是勇敢面对！

虽然在面对的过程中是少不了受伤的，

但至少大家的笑容是你的支柱。

请你不要以为笑容就等于原谅！

跌伤了就是跌伤了，即使是你亲手帮忙敷药，

那也一样会留下你无可磨灭的疤痕，刻骨铭心。

笑容呀，笑容，你可别那么嚣张。

眼泪会是你永永远远的克星。

等一天眼泪累了，或许它会变成回忆呢？

那一天会是几个月后，几年后，或是一辈子呢？？

Starting point of 3rd Sem

The third semester already started...

Actually there are only 3 subjects for us in this semester but unfortunately we have 11 classes a week!!!

that is more than usual which is only 10 classes for 5 subjects...

Everything has to double up even though our class..

2 lecture and 2 tutorial for a subject in a week..

well...I don't have a choice except follow what is already planned...

Maybe next semester we have to take a language paper...

either Japanese or French...

what do you guys think??

Many people says that Japanese is more easier than French as we had learned mandarin before...

and Japanese has wider field...

For my mama and some of my friends said that French is much more better...

because French is much more expensive to learn outside and much more difficult...

mama ask me " R u going to Japan??"

She also said that European country mostly use French...

well...for now...my DECISION is FRENCH!!!

If i choose french, maybe i have to attend all the classes alone without any accompany of my friends...

but for my own good...who cares...

Normally, the first week of every semester will be very bored...

so we went to a visit to the Kek Lok Si Temple last Tuesday...

shy kim long dun wana take picture with us...so wasted...hehe...

night view of the temple...nice^^

The most awesome statue in Penang...cool...

Wau...time just passes like that...

it seem that I had end my second semester...

It was a long long way...assignment and test was torturing me!!!

guess who is this?? Its seng shui!!!haha...

We are having fun in the class...naughty

Do this big black specs suit me??Hmmm...I don't so...

The specs look better on chan chien

too stress out with the IT test so go gai gai with friends lo...

Ar....huixian is wearing a skirt ><

Our scary night at tarc!!!

I cook this with my friends de!!!hehe...

Anyway, I manage to walk to the end of semester 2!!!yeah!!!

Although I did not do well in the second semester final exam...

well...it already a past tense...so just left it aside first...hehe...

I went queensbay with my friends last week..