Wednesday, 10 November 2010

Test....

Juz finish my economic's test...its tough and I make mistakes...
Well...that's over and maybe I should just let it go...
Saw something at someone's wall...
wrote there "feel disappointed and sad"
It was a last Tuesday post...
And I am thinking...Am I the root that cause the person to do so??
If yes...then...speechless..
Hey...it just an ordinary lunch box that I left in her boy friend's car...
That simple...
And I...not going to care what are you thinking because we are just best friends...
What I care is I will enjoy my life and kick both of you out of my life...hehe
Won't let you both have a chance to mess up my LIFE...^^
go watch GLEE...nice!!!

Sunday, 7 November 2010

New CAMERA!!!

Papa bought a new camera for me!!!
Its so wonderful...
I can bring it to anywhere and capture a lot of memories...
Yippy!!!
love u papa...

Saturday, 6 November 2010

business game

I entered a business game competition in my college...
Its really tough...
My team leaders and members are cool...
They are all genius...gosh...
You know what...we have to write a proposal for a cheesecake business...
and our proposal is thicker than my text book...lol
have fun...
We manage to enter the semi-final...
I hope we can compete in the FINAL!!!
The list of the finalist will be out next week...
Am so anxious!!!
we are like taking family photo
gosh...that girl in middle is my team leader...hehe

awesome

hey...this is an awesome semester...
I moved out from a horrible place and come back to my sweet sweet home...
I can simply lock myself in my room for the whole day to watch my favourite drama...
Maybe this is the best way to retain our friendship...
We act as a strangers in college and sometimes you can fetch me out for activity purposes...
We are still best friends as usual...and I felt that this kind of life suit me better...
If I am reluctant to see both of you...I just say blek and turn my face back...haha...
I won't let you hurt me twice^^
no more tears for xian xian...
here are some funny pictures I had taken...
gosh...xian xian is formally attired
thank you mei mei n hsiu theng...sorry for waking up both of u early...
me n sing may...

juz say cheese...

Thursday, 8 July 2010

8 July

Don't know why...I feel sad to leave this horrible place??
At first, I really hate this place and hope that I can get away from here forever
and never come back...
Why am I changing my mind again...
Do you know...huixian...ur heart should not be soften down...
You should walk away without turning your head back...
You know you can do that...and you know you can do even better than now...
Maybe...leaving this place is a better solution and better medicine for my illness...
Maybe...I should walk far away from this place...
Maybe...I should walk far away from them...
Maybe...I am not belong to them anymore...
Maybe...I never belong to them...
Maybe... I should leave...
Maybe...I should say...at least I felt happy with their accompany before...

Wednesday, 30 June 2010

30 June

i don't mean to hurt anyone...
i already do my very best to avoid anything that will disrupt...
i don't know what more should I do...
everyone told me that...huixian, just ignore it n don't think too much...it is not your businesses...
but....i just feel so bad when i saw them like that...as though i am the one who make them in such situation...
haiz...
actually...i already predicted it will happen someday from the very beginning...
i suppose i myself can handle these things and take it easy...
why am i so emo??
i couldn't understand??
I am now in a dilemma...i don't want to loose a best best friend just because these stupid things...
I already try my very best to hide myself...n say...no more tears, xian...

Tuesday, 27 April 2010

Just come back from my bestie house...
stay there for a night...
wana accompany her...
She has to leave Penang and go to UTAR in Kampar next month...
really will miss her very muchhhhhhhhhhh...
she is my high quality battery charger...haha...

Share something will all of you...
My new painting...since I stop painting for more than 4 years...
Haha...finally I manage to do something that I like...
Sometimes...I really feel relax and I find my true self when I paint...
Really happy...self-esteem...hehe...

These few days...don't why am I so frustrated...
Don't understand why others problem turn into mine...haiz...
maybe I am the kind of person who is really busy-body...
Aiya...huixian...don't think so much...who cares what you have done...
No one will ever appreciate...hehe...