豆腐

人与人之间就像豆腐那样，那么的脆弱，那么的不堪一击。
当你想拿起一块豆腐时，你会小心翼翼的。
若一不小心，豆腐就会变成豆腐渣了，不成形。。。
有时，为了一些不切实际的承诺与幻想，真的很想捉紧一点儿，
但不知何一旦捉得太紧就会弄巧成拙。
有时，想放轻点儿力度，却又害怕会捉不起来。
是我傻。。。是我蠢。。。是我固执。。。
别人都没当成是一件回事，为何我却要那么的着急？？我不懂。。。
可能对你们而言，这只是一个儿戏的承诺，儿戏的约定。
对我而言，这是我们之间的承诺，我们之间的约定，永不反悔！
或许，我应该换个角度去想象。。。
我是时候应该放手了，我倒可以挑别的食物呀！
豆腐不要了，还有更多更多美味的食物摆在眼前。。。
我还是。。。我还是。。。还是会怀念豆腐的香味。。。
问问大家。。。豆腐放了数年会坏吗？哈哈。。。就是这这样。。。

23 Aug

haha...long time didnt update my cute little blog liao...
recently, i'm very busy about my assignments...cz i gotta do it all by myself although it is a group work...haiz...
its my fault...i will be worry all the time if i just let them handle all the things...
cz results is everything for me at this moment...i would not let anything mess it off...seriously!!!
sometimes i felt really tired being somebody named huixian...
a lot of assignment...a lot of revision gotta do...some more got that silly cs meeting...really hate it...
i again chosen 2 become team A de assistant secretary...haiz... all my frenz said tat was my destiny wo...
hng...but this time i think will be better cz ar my cute little secretary like 2 do all the things by herself...
so i will be a little bit free...haha...so lucky...
feel so moody these few days...i miss u all very much...really...although i m in penang...
thay said i somehow ki siao liao cz can meet u all recently still miss u all...hehe...
i really miss the our secondary life in hehs...really fun...
no matter wat happen frenz will accompany me n we all will get through it together...
but now...
haha...no mind lar...its over..

let u all see some mad mad de photo...remember dont laugh at me ar...


we all doing some siao siao de face to go to the next level...haha...

do u see the person squatting down there?? tats me...washing toilet!!!
oh god...this is my 1st time wash toilet...my mama will heart break de...hehe...





we all are education group when in the模拟下乡...

槟岛绕一绕

一个美丽的星期天去绕一绕槟岛也鼎好玩的。。。加上又能和choi choi 出去玩。。。何乐而不为。。。
哈哈。。。
就这样答应了uncle要和他们一起去环绕槟岛。。。这次的旅程是在毫无安排之下进行的。。。
喜欢去哪儿就去哪儿。。。 喜欢在哪儿停下来就在哪儿停下来。。。
大伙儿有 choi choi, uncle, xin ying(大嫂), billy, jia wei, chan chien, david, kim long, ah gan, and一个忘了叫什么名字。。。哈哈。。。总之加起来就有十一个人啦。。。
七早八早就到大排档吃早餐。。。可爱的卖面阿姨还顶可爱的，弄一碗面须5-10分钟。。。差点就把我们给饿死了！！！
哈哈。。。
还好面也很适合我的胃口。。。
过后就去兜风了。。。上balik pulau。。。极乐寺。。。在air itam 吃laksa n cendol。。。
惟有。。。我和wendy成了uncle n 大嫂的电灯泡。。。哈哈。。。因为我们俩是坐他们的车的。。。好亮的电灯泡。。。hehe。。。

我想。。。如果可以等可盈回来后，再等剑聪大老板和淑凤有时间，还有那可爱的伟俊有闲情，还有很多很多的好友，我们可以再去一次吗？
我好想好想和你们在一起。。。想得快疯了。。。

CS Training Camp

12 July

Time past so fast as 2mr already the 7th week i study at tarc...
actually study at college is not as easy as people told me...
they said tat study at college will be very enjoy...bt it seem like the other way round???
i got lots of assignments n revision to do...sometimes i feel i gotta exhausted one day...
i got lots of problem 2 solve excluded my study problem...
i gotta learn how 2 communicate with my college frens tat a little bit weird 2 me...
they are not determine enough for me n they like 2 enjoy n play all the time...
do you know... u are wasting ur money n ur time plus MY OWN TIME!!!
i dont have much time for their silly thing...i gotta study cz i m a scholarship holder n i gotta achieve a certain CGPA to continue my study...
so...dont u all understand why am i so stressing???

Tell u guys a story...
i ask one of my account assignment member...
"When are u free? we gotta discuss our assignment."
do u know wat she told me???
she said, "I will be very busy recently cz i participate in Prom Queen!!!"
OMG...it seem like ur Prom Queen is more important than ur study la...
fine...we will continue our discussion without you...

feel wana vomit everytime i wana do my revision...
donno why...weird...
my mom said i m too stress wo...really???
haha...anyway...i gotta take my test 2mr n continue 2 study too...

at least i found some fun in my college life...
haha...i got a lot of free time on friday...so i can hang out with wendy after class as i gotta wait for my "driver" to fetch me...haha..
its fun...can mix with her frens n enjoy our friday afternoon...haha...

June 26

me get a complain from my best friend in oklahoma...NUTS lo...
she said me didnt do my homework wo...as i promise her 2 update my blog recently...
but a little bit busy here...so wat to do...will try my best update more recently lo...
so anymore complain???nuts...
u le??dun really know how r u now??
but for sure...everyone in M'sia miss u a lot...
me le...still de same...
busy...busy n busy lo...
just pass up my hubungan etnik assignment...but it does not seem like a good sign cz presentation is close...WEEK 8!!!
tis cooming week, will be a very busy week...gotta stay back every day...just 2 make sure tat the cs thing can complete in time...
luckily...NO TEST ON NEXT WEEK...but some of my fren got a little bit cham la...pitty them...
u know a...my 2 team mates in cs is very annoying...i dislike them...
they act like they are made of jade or diamond...
they said"aiyo... my heart got some problem de la...cant do exercise de!!!"
omg...heard tat...dunno why they got so many problems???
ok lo...they got problems...then we le???
me are busy 2 n yet oso some health problem...so ...u think u are the one who face problem a???

sorry a...my brothers n sisters in HEHS...i cant mede it 2 ur school concert on friday...
really really sorry...
i already booked my ticket but i really cant make it...sorry...
i got a training camp 2 join on friday 2 sunday and it is at Penang Hill...
so really cant go n see ur performance...as i already promised u al in the beginning of the year...

today got hv a microeconomics test...hmm..i m not doing so well...lots of questions, i cant even answer confidently...even though i already read it for many many times...
haiz...
will try my best for next coming test...

June 15

today i visit my old hse...HEHS...
i use to be spend most of my time there in the past...
my mom always says...u think ur school ur house a? or u think ur home a hotel? wat 4 u come home...sleep a?
haha...
kind of funny thing...
i lost my original SPM results n my school leaving cert ma...
so gotta go bck n certified by my cute Pn. Ooi lo...
actually i dont wana let tat tigeress certified de...bt all high pangkat de ppl in school are so busy tat they hv no time 2 entertain me...
so no choice lo...
luckily...tat tigeress dare not shout at me...haha...
she famous wif her big big voice...
she just so hurry n simply sign 4 me then she left liao...
so lucky...
i m worried about one of my fren...she is facing some problem...
i never saw her so sad n so "self-blame"...
i duno how 2 help her out...
maybe will visit her this friday??
add oil la...no matter wat happen...u still got huixian ma...